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Have you ever had some real soul-searching conversations with yourself? …
...Specially after you have spoken with your childhood classmate … exchanged emotions and feelings… and found out that you have actually missed out a lot in life…
There are parts of your own soul which have remained unexplored… There are parts of yourself which even needs to be hidden from your own self….
There are aspects in our own selves which we fear a lot… and never want to discuss…
There are demons inside which makes it impossible for us to look at ourselves in the mirror… lest those demons start talking and spilling out the beans…
…SCARY !
A deep conversation with my good old classmate made me realize a lot of things.
I have realized one thing that …
It is a wonderful feeling to be around someone who will never need you in anything…
but will still find themselves needing you…
in daily aspects of life…
not for any services…
but a lot beyond that..
I have also realized that some people love us from the outside and some people from the inside…
But.. its really worth to hold out for the one who falls in love with your inside…
the broken pieces and all that…
difficulty in trusting ..
and trying to read in between lines..
for the extra surety..
and all that stuff…
I have realized …
that only once this trust is secured…
One is willing to give their moments of heaven to hold their hand to not only to walk with them through their hell..
......but also to safely steer them out.. ..
I have also realized …
that you should never need to justify or even limit your madness to keep someone in your life…
having someone in your life should be just like an effortless intake of breath. ..
Suo Motto….
Not survival…
but to be able to live freely.
I have realized..
It is necessary to have a fall-back option…
when cornered by life …
..... and to help you decide if you need to give yourself away ….
or to hold back for a better reason….
I have realized …
Everyone deserves to be loved and deserves to be missed…
And .. CAN be loved and CAN be missed …
I have realized …
Like… how it feels ..
the emptiness in the air when a SOMEONE is simply not around…
and may be a vice-versa situation…
with zero expectation off course… because …...
Expectations are the root cause of disappointments.
There’s a certain comfort in the knowing you are exactly where you are supposed to be .. specially in the middle of a storm… with the zero sum game of “expectations” … when you have that incredible urge to look behind … very well knowing that there’s no one…. to hold even a finger…
On the contrary… I have realized…
that the ones who need to be held the most..
are often too busy trying to hold others with their broken hearts and arms !!!
I have realized ..
that its worth the wait…
for someone who will love you differently…
no matter even if it’s a lifetime wait…
Its absolutely worth the wait…
who will see the fire in your soul…
the child in your laugh…
and the ocean in your soul….
I have known… that most old souls recognizes this… and I have realized that …
once you are in awareness of this old soul…
you find no problem in sharing parts of your soul ….
that you have rarely even shared with your own self…..
I have realized … that…
To understand another person..
you must swim in the same waters…… that drowned them….
I have also realized … that…
Sometimes we push away people even though we want them to stay back…
It scares the hell out… because old souls know that people change way too soon…
So.. even if the old soul will have a thousand things to say…
They will rather find out thousand reasons …. To NOT to…
I have realized… that
…a silent person might be extremely talkative in their minds…
because in their minds they find safety.. from not being hurt…
…that… these are the people whose
Silence roars way too louder that anything… ..
Lastly… I have simply realized..
That in a world of Algorithms… hashtags… and followers…
It is very important to know the human connections…
Above all… the realization that has hit me is …
... that at the end of the day it all comes down to a SOMEBODY…
who understands the very deepest part of you…
without you having to explain anything…
If you have that Somebody… you are the Lucky Fella…
If you don’t… you are the starver….
Seeking solace amongst stars…