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So what crosses your mind when you hear the word …. Uncensored..?!

Think.

Almost everything can be in an uncensored form… come to think of it.. all original and the first of everything is absolutely uncensored.

The raw is so much more appealing ..

One such place is our minds..

Its absolutely impossible to fathom for others what’s going on in our minds at any given point of time. You can be doing anything ...

you can be in a meeting ...

attending a class …

travelling …

be in a party ....

be in a shopping mall surrounded by fancy stuff…

just about anything…

………………………………

But your mind can be spinning anything other than what you are doing outwardly!

Our minds are complex places… our thoughts are mostly not in our control.

It is a complex amalgamation of all kinds of influences. The more you are identified with it, the further away you are from yourself.

Think.

As for me… I hold a Beast, a Madwoman and also an angel in me… I murder certain people countless times… I kill people at least twice who hit me even once… I am mad and beating up so many of them…. HECK !!! The beast and the Madwoman almost always kicks away the angel… she is nowhere to be found inside my turbulent… horrendous mind..

What you see outside is a rather composed angel… the one that was kicked out of my mind !!!


I am extremely talkative in my mind… and when I am sitting silent… be very sure there is a storm inside … bad weather… and if you are cautious.. you can hear the warnings they announce in the airplanes…

“please be seated and do not take off your seatbelt… we are experiencing turbulent weather…. “

Oh.. I miss those plane rides… in the turbulent weather… and the best part is when the craft takes a 500 ft dip !! Awesome !

At times, my mind becomes so complex, that I find difficulty in navigating it myself !


Human mind…

Is a complex blend of interwoven emotions..

Some we show… Some we don’t..

There are situations and circumstances…

There are fears… and some acute rawness…

People love the kicked out angel … but is extremely afraid of the rawness inside..

Maybe because this very rawness has an immense potential of destruction.

This rawness… is the most uncensored aspect of any being… specially the survivors… the ones who has this habit of winning big… and taming storms…

This rawness is more erotic than nudity…

The courage to open up the inner fears.. and deep state minds … is actually being nude.

That is actual nudity.

Not everyone has the GUTS to face this..


The ones who live through this.. and has the guts to open this up to anyone… are the real Uncensored minds.

These are the ones who sit silently with fire in their eyes and storms in their minds.

These are the ones who are distinctively clear about Facts and an Abstraction.

These are the people who have tamed demons ….

These are the ones who can just give up and let the demons loose any moment… to have a free paly…

These are the ones who keep people at an arm’s length because it’s a little dark inside..

These are the ones who will resist you to dive in… because the demons do not hide there.

These are the ones engulfed in an confused ENIGMA.. impossible to define.

Yes… Enigma… that’s what they are to the weak ones…

These are the ones who will never let you even tell them how to tie their show laces when you have never walked in their shoes !

These are those most Uncensored ones whose scars spill open and they bleed from within... and they can’t be fixed…. They are forever streaked across the side of their soul.


These are those Uncensored souls who have the power to pull up anyone from drowning …, when they themselves are almost always drowning …


These are the ones who comes with their darkness within… and will not let you have them without their madness that makes them…

These are the ones who will irritate other people… as the chaos and demons inside are never quiet..

Do not be mistaken…

These dark ... Uncensored minds …. Are the real STORM.


Reason enough to be afraid.

They can destroy beautifully ... but choose to create.

They can burn anything …. But choose to put out flames.

They can walk away from anybody, any situation …. But choose to stay and linger long enough…

They can remember every single detail and moment …. But choose to not to.


Be afraid… That is all what you can do…

Be afraid of this dark world… there are Demons in the Hallway… Do not scare them.

They breath…

They think…

They exhale….

They see…

They understand…

They are vigilant….

They are observant….

They are watchers….

They feel…. And worst…

They fall in LOVE….



They are absolutely Uncensored.






 
 
 

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